.i love thyself.

2009-04-14T22:08:00.002+08:00

What am I feeling right now? A whole bunch of aches around me making me feeling senseless, motionless. Nothing to aid but rather feeling hopeless and not-so-smart over the things that I have done. For whatsoever reason I did it, I couldnt have hope to get better than what I got now. Stupid and ridiculous. What have I been doing all the time? Going ahead aimlessly, having no sense of direction or perhaps I'm lost in my own direction. Steering in I dont-know-what direction, I feel so darn numb. As I thought things might somehow come my way, I was wrong and was proved wrong!! Questioning: What is LIFE all about? Exactly what is it all about if I couldnt walk the way I want to walk all along. It's horrible feeling like you've failed yourself and you had no strength to move on... I wanna go home.. back to my home sweet home. Cry to my bed and sleep thru the night. Whine back the clock, start from scratch. Resketch my life and live thru it again. God knows I'm sinful and as I pray for forgiveness over and over again, yet I still sin again. Im so so sorry...

2009-04-03T20:53:00.003+08:00

1.What have you been doing recently?
applied maths..applied maths...physics...physics...suffocating...

2. Do you ever turn your cellphone off?
I guess not unless i wanna ignore that sumbody then yes I shall switch it OFF and let him/her worry bout me abit.. lolx

3. What happened at 10.00 am today?
bath...slept while waitin for jing's emergency call.

4. When did you last cry?
last night when I had my dolsot bulgogi which is alittle spicy for me.

5. Believe in fate/destiny?
destiny........ yea

6. What do you want in your life right now?
everything in the world. countless wishes and I really wish I could get closeeeer to God.

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
i run thru the rain and emo all the way? hope to get sick like ze, thinking that its a good way to shed off the extras ;)

8. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
my 17 year old baby ... pillow. i carry her everywhere i sleep. lolx

9. What bottom are you wearing now?
blue short...

10. What's the nicest text in your inbox says?
"hi" ?

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
no? simple is good

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
lolx something from DiGi? oh wait that's already mine....

13. What was the last movie you caught?
fast and furious 4.. n vin diesel is superbly sexxiie....

14. What are you proud of?
my brought up and my friends... my family of course.. my saviouuur..

15. What does the oldest message in your inbox says?
too lazy to scroll back into the past and yea.. perhaps its just a plain hi?

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
oh!.. karen mok's ta bu ai woo... in Red box with JING!

17. Do you have any nicknames?
jooi, chewy, ting, micomic, act-cute?

18. What does your last received message say?
okok =)

~*where's 19 and 20? *~

21. Who gives you best advice?
every of them shoots on me..

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
too eeewy right? yaiks

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
my roomiiie..!

24. Is anyone bugging you right now?
sadly no..

25. What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
my galfriends ;)

26. Do you wear toe socks?
noo..

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
jing..

28. Have you ever had your heart broken?
as always..

29. Who annoys you the most in person?
haha... thrs a special someone to hold this post...

30. Do you have any crush on anyone?
yeaaaa....

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
nooo.. im puuure... i dun.. cocaine...

32. What is the colour of your room?
purple plus apple green...

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
maybe.. maybe not

34. Do you believe in the saying of: talk is cheap?
yea..at times it iss..

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
me and me alone

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
hrmm... friend..

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
nope..

38. Do you have a life?
ahhaha.. i assume 80% ya?

39. Have you ever thought someone died when they really didnt die?
noo.. hell noo..

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
its meaning

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
when was the last time i dreamt????

42. Last time you smiled?
now.. lolx

43. Have you changed this year?
i guess so.. you tell me..

44. What are you listening right now?
mum's drama music bside me.. ~.~

45. Are you talking to someone when you're doing this?
nope.

46. Do you walk with your eyes opened or closed?
open of course.. or maybe half open if im dead tired ...

47. Is there a quote you live by?
never give up on ur dreams and hope...no matter wat

48. Do you have someone you cannot have?
i dont hope for that.. if i want.. i really wan.. if not.. drop it

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
pianoo..gu zheng?

50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
wear clogs to the toilet...heavy clogss...

51. What were you doing last night at 11pm?
in the cinema... ;)

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
uhh.. guess so..

53. What song best described your love life?
no ideaa...

54. Does the person knows that you like him/her?
maybe.

55. Who always make you laugh?
my inner self...

56. Do you speak other language other than english?
"fluent" mandarin... and "minimal" canto plus malay and rojak.. indeedd...

57. Favourite website(s)?
lowyat.net!!.. my e-shoppin haven...

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
sleep till 12.. wake up wash up.. yoga.. chemistry.. staree..

60. Who do you think you are like?
myself.

61. Who will you choose to die with?
alone..peacefully..

62. Where have you been today?
home..midvalley..home

63. What game do you play often?
i dun play games...

64. Who are you missing right now?
nobody in mind.. i miss screaming out loud with jing and ze tho..

65. If you have to choose between friend and love, who will you choose?
stay in between.

66. What are you doing right now?
tagging, finished my stats and prob, moving on to applied maths..blogging

67. Which primary school are you from?
sri kuala lumpur..subang

68. Name 3 colours that you like.
white, black and red

69. What emoticon you like to show?
=)

70. What is your life to you?
enjoyment, moderate splurging, friends, foood and looove

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
sleep over it and pray to God...

72. Who did you last chat on msn today?
seng mun the moon who apparently is NOT REPLYIN ME !

73. Who do you admire most?
hrmm...quite a few

74. Which month are you born in?
may

75. How are you feeling right now?
indigestion.. sushi is filling.. too filling..

76. What's the time now?
9.38pm

77. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
sweeet and apparently the nicest person on earth.. haha.. reaaally

78. What colour did you use to dye hair?
burgundy red...

79. Why are you doing this?
sze ye stared at me.. and said " tagged somebody and she did not DO THAT ".. O.O

80. What do you do when you're moody?
silent..

81. At which age you wish to get married?
probably 26-27.. i wanna see my kids grow up and yet stay young..

82. Who is more important to you?
family and friends...

83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
im going to hug all my friends.. express my deepest thought, go to church tell God how much I really wanted to know him and love him, my journey with him thru friends and more friends... Tell everybody I know i love them.. eat.....eat.....eat..... splurge... and live my seconds till the fullest.

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
ouch.. i do not trust actually..

85. Do you believe in seeing rainbow after a rain?
yeap..

86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
that would be a dream come thruu..

87. What is your goal for this year?
dean's list... make myself worth my life.. achieve what i've always wanted..

88. Do you believe in eternity love?
yes.

89. What feeling do you love most?
being loved and cared of.. being surrounded with friends and loved by family n my God..

90. Do you really think its global warming now?
yes... its 20 degree celcius out thr.. but its still .. freaking hoot..

91. What feeling do you hate most?
underestimated and stupid..

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
definately.. friendships are a part of my life

93.Do you believe in God?
Yes....

94. Who cares for you most?
my family and friends.

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life
my future well-being.

96. What will you bring when you fight?
too much of annoying people bugging me with words of spears..

97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
i have not taught myself to be honest to everyone...-closed..

98. What would you feel if no one longer cares for you?
God is still here for me.. he is my friend....

99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
ask him to suck his own toes..

100. How do you feel now?
bored....dry..hot..

2009-03-01T18:41:00.002+08:00

Something about me which I find almost perfect ***

GEMINI WOMAN

A good looking woman with brains, a very interesting person. She has a fast movement and she could not sit still or stand still long. She is able to do many things at the same time and do it fast. If you date her, you will feel like dating many women at the same time. You can not tie her down with the word 'Love' because she cares about love but is it not a major factor of her life. You have to be able to adjust yourself to get along with her many different characters. She is a dreamer and has many dreams. She eager to learn something new all the time. Even she is the 2 in 1 mixed character type, she is quite lucky in love. You have to put all your efforts to win her affection. Even when she likes you and wonder about your wit, she will also see and inspect your bad side at the same time, because it is in her nature. She able to keep all kinds of mixed emotions without annoying you or letting you know at all. She can cheer you up by acting like a free little bird. Her conversation will not bored you. She able to talk to you in any subjects. She can make you feel like you are the luckiest man alive. She can make you feel like she needs all your care, but once she needs to stand alone, she can stand alone firmly an comfortably. She can be your best buddy and talk to you about anything. She can join all your activities with the same energy that you have. She is a quick wit person and learn new things very fast. She can see your projects and she can give you good advice. If she thinks you are not sure that you want her for yourself, she will act like your best friend only, a cool woman. She can easily make a guy fall in love with her. Her multiple changes and many moods is a 'Charm' for many men. She can be laughing for 2 minutes and later suddenly quiet. She wants to find only 1 true love and she wants to meet her dream guy. She expects a lot and nearly too much. She is constantly waiting for her knight shinning armor even she is with a steady boy friend. She can fall in love or fond of someone else while she is with you. If you break up with her, she will forget you quite fast, because change is in her nature. The Gemini woman breaks more heart than woman in other Zodiac. Because she is a dreamer and always waiting for her knight shinning armor ,so her love life can be complex or a mess. She hates to write a long letter, so if you write her a letter and expect a prompt reply, forget it. Because she has a multiple personality and multiple ideas, so she hates to put them down in written proof. Because she knows what she belief today can be different tomorrow. She could communication with more than 1 languages , a real gifted linguistic. If she wants to tell you any bad comments, she won't say it straight away, but she will talk to you about many other things and accidentally come to that subject without offending you. Normally she will not lie. She will work hard and once a while take a long rest. She can get bored and tired with her own surrounding more than at work. She never feel content with her present work, money, or reputations, she will drive to have more. Don't ask her what is her ultimate contentment for she will not have an answer. Once you get to know her, she will be a supportive person and always be beside you. She has a beautiful dream and she loves to have someone walk side by side with her, together and equally.

~ wack me on the head if you seriously OBJECT.. ~

2009-02-21T17:29:00.002+08:00

Im feeling pretty upset with things happening around me nowadays. All of a sudden, I feel as if everyone is leaving me one by one. Alone is the word. I blame myself for not taking up time to spend with my friends, I blame myself for not being able to be there whenever they need an ear. I blame myself for being such a lazy bum for all the things I feel as like what I'm terribly going through now. How I wish some words are left unsaid than said, then things would not change and would stay the same until forever. Those times have just vanished in the puff of smoke. Things have changed, people change, time is not there to fix up things. I feel horrible, as if what i've gained i've lost even more. I want to go far away, where I will see new things and meet new people, create new dreams and dream them and to reach them. Life back then was amazing no matter how much I thought I hated homeworks and tuitions, now i missed them like crazy, and that's the only time i realized i do have friends i can spend time with. Im just deeply sorry now. I do miss all of you...

~ envious i am ~

2009-01-29T12:30:00.004+08:00

The day where Tenji is only in our minds. Woke up at 8 plus got ready, took off at 9.00 and we actually reached to Mont Kiara at 9.30a.m. It was so early that all you hear are birds chirping and see only empty roads. It wasnt that hard to get to Soho KL where the TENJI japanese buffet restaurant was situated. Somehow alot of blogs have been talking bout this place like crazy, as in people rushed in like its FREE. However, you wished. They have been doing this promotion where it counts by hour and they offer loads of really good food. So everyone haS been reserving their seats till they told me that its gonna be full house this whole month. I was then put into waiting list. HAHAHA by GOD's Grace we managed to squeeze in last minute cause we kept bugging the hostess to spare us place and too bad for those who came late.

the neverending crowd and we've waited like from 9.30 till 12 ?

. coconut for first appetizer .

lobster salad plus abit of octopus and some string which I dont know what is it called?

.best of all raw sashimis and oysters !!! .

. fat, plum juicy oysters awww .

.strawberry cake, sesame cheesecake, white chocolate cheese cake and apple streusel.

heavenly desserts..lots more to go......

brown sugar mochi.

last but not least, haagen daz ice-cream.

. and the melted ones .

BEST =)

2009-01-27T16:27:00.007+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR 2009 !!!!

This would be the third time celebrating chinese new year up in Genting in the midst of mist and clouds. Beijing trip is not successful sadly as the weather is way too cold and MAS isnt decreasing its fare but instead INCREASED, so screw you we're not going this year. Ouch. Get back to my trip, the weather up there was totally a turnaround compared to kL, it's is duper cold up there and imagine you cant even see the road in front of you. All you can see is just a group of clouds engulfing you. It was chilling, freezing yet comforting knowing that I wouldn't have to be barbequed down in kL and yet get to see beautiful fireworks when it hits 12 !. As always, I will sleep throughout the journey and got up having tight eyes like I've not slept for 2 days. Horrible...yes it feels and I thought it was the eye cream I bought from Origins that worked its miracles on my dark circles. Unfortunately n-o ..NO.. lolx. Got to the hotel, so packed with humans from all range of heights, sizes and races. Got into our rooms and rested till 4 plus to 5 and finally got ourselves up from the bed to start walking around looking for last minute venue to have our reunion dinner. Expectedly, every chinese restaurant in Genting is packed like sardines with everyone lining up to get their share inside the restaurant. As we looked into the menu provided, all we see is big-ticket sets where ordinary dishes are served in 8 course meal and it easily can cost us RM 488++ for 5 pax. Of course we're not that dupe to squuisshh into those crowds when we could have better meals in Overseas ;). On the other hand, we opt for japanese food. Waited and waited, we reached and sat down sharp 7.00pm and our food has to be rushed and here it comes when clock strikes 7.45pm. Hunger and frustration was present. Sighs.

.frustration.

.hunger.

. and more hunger .

After dinner, we headed for our movie at the Genting International Showroom for the All's Well Ends Well.

.well not that comfy after all urmm...

. funny, it is =) .

The show comes along with a complimentary snack which is not that bad for a movie on cny eve in a big showroom with really " comfortable chairs " and big screens. Worth that RM 12 indeed ...

. beauty in the fog .

Its pretty out there, filled with windy and wet mist and the chills just blows you away. It was 14 degree celcius up there that night, can you feel the chills???

Like what we have always expected for and waited for... the fireworks !!..Hooooooowever, it was cancelled like at 11.45 due to the thick fog carried along with a feeew drops of rain. Missed that moment, it was darn saddening that we had to move over to the other hotel to see firecrackers instead.

Packed with blood-filled people, everyone tried to squuezze tryin to find the best spot to see what's happening. Mum and I managed to get a secure place to see what's up. Not that interesting, just a few blow of crackers and huge cloud of smoke immersing towards us.

Gong Xi Fa Chai !!! PPL =)

Off we gooo... smoke's coming.. retrrreeeaaaatt !!!!

There goes my Chinese New Year Celebration.. May you people be blessed with great health, great wealth and be prosperous all life long =). God bless each and every soul here bountifully and love each another including your ENEMIES.

Last of all, HAVE AN OX-Y New Year !!!!

UPCOMIN TENJI !!!!

2009-01-22T21:55:00.004+08:00

TENJI !!!! Finally I managed to put myself inside their waiting list for next weeks lunch date with family. Somehow I've got a hunch that waitresses from these really high demand buffet restaurants are really stupidly cocky. Like you know there's no more place here for you to reserve and I cannot do anything for you. So unlike the hostesses in Italiannies. Lolx. They way they speak to you as if you have to beg them to get you a place in their restaurant. I would be laughing at them if they're retrenched. Hahaha. But for now I better pray hard that there would be some busy man or woman who hasn't got the time to go there for lunch. * praying *. IT'S Buffet CRAZE !!!... Sze Ye you're gonna love this if you see those food there....I'm so waiting for that heavenly sumptuous meal.

OYSTERS !!!!

- slurps -

2009-01-18T23:14:00.005+08:00

Working for JOBSTREET is pretty fun. I finally finished the three day job fair and it was pretty fun but hell of a work to do. Not much work as in work but all day standing and talking takes up pretty much of your energy and sometimes meeting with horrible people really doesnt make your day. The first day was pretty much okay but time flew in slow motion and it was just pain looking at the watch seeing time ticking only 5 mins each time you glance thru. Time moved horribly slow and worst than a snail. What was in my thought was how am I gonna get thru this 3 days? Day 2 was hectic, was so busy that I had no time for lunch but well obviously I'll make time for lunch. It's the time where I sleep and rest. You can see actually there's a massive crowd looking for jobs out there, pretty scary to think of my future then.

see this kid here? he's not d.e.a.d neither has he fainted. He's just plain sulking and merajuk-ing at his mom for I dont know what reason. But seriously kids nowadays... its a BIG SIGH.

Finally day 3. The ending and well we had great ending, ended our session at 5 plus to 6, socialized and rested. Was great knowing a bunch of great gals and two great guys. Funny hilarious people. See you guys again in september, well hopefully. He better pay us more =). What a beautiful day .... arhhhh........

2009-01-16T23:37:00.003+08:00

Sorry for being dead for so long. I'm not d.e.a.d it's just the blog that i write is going down the dungeon. Well let's talk about the day, its a friday morning where I first start my freelance job in mid valley. Not a bad day actually although i suffered long standing hours and ant-crawling crowds. Some of them are just plain-rude. They just walk past and ignore you like hey i'm trying to help you get job. R.E.S.P.E.C.T me. Geez Malaysians. Sorry for being one a different one.

People has been nice around me, met new friends, see new people and different things I can see going around in places I go. I see plennnnnntiful of couples walking around, mothers and fathers with small kids and even some only mummy and daddy going around shopping malls. Not only them I see, but I see old grandmas and old grandpa going together chittering chatty among themselves happily. Guess what's similar I see in them. Hand in hand they walk the way in front of them together, it makes me feel envious like will I ever be like them. Will my future husband even care to bring me out when I turn into an old hag? They look so happy with their smiley faces and old wrinkled hands intact with each other. Don't you feel envious? I do, all the time.

Times when I try to carve out my future marriage, I couldnt imagine much but what I only had in my thoughts were looking for the right one which satisfies all I require. Tough as I do demand highly. It might not look like I do actually look up on high standards but in fact I always do. I do have high requirements over a guy. What they must have most importantly is a happy family. That's the brickstone of all happiness. Think again, I would wish I could have someone special. Special as in special entirely. What am I crapping???

Hearts do change but when will you only finally get to get down with one and only one?. Complicated yet easy to say. I'm 19 this year and I dont pretty much get to do anything a 19 year old gal does. Im tied to a string with my mum and dad. Night curfews, no late outings, no yumcha unless for those "illegal" ones. I wonder when will I actually might burst out and say THAT"S ENOUGH !!!.. stop treating me like a little gal and let me go. I want to venture into the world, try new stuff, change myself, learn and practice. I do love to go out and run around. Explore and spend. That's what I am. Something that I grew up with and around my friends. But it has become something that has taught me that whatever I want I desire, I'll have to earn it. That's a thing I have acquired now. Happy I am.

Well that's all for today. Tired and bones cracking away. Hitting the bed soon at 12.00am sharp. hopefully. Good Night. Swweeet dreams ppl =).

2009-01-06T11:44:00.004+08:00

. one more final paper and im free to go !!!!.... how nice is it to know that u're ending ur finals right before chinese new year and that chinese new year is coming !!. Time to take off from Malaysia !! leave this lonely sad place off to the land of love... Sounds funny but yea im looking forward for this hard earned holiday although it's not long at all... It's time to meet up with my dear friends and go crazy.. time for cny shoppin too .. and shit now that I only realized that online shopping is seriously painful as you cant see ur money flowing out thru online banking. * pocket full of holes *.

. it's the time to have fun!! =D .

2009-01-02T15:32:00.010+08:00

. the day is as hot as ever, sitting right in front of the laptop makes me wonder at times, who am i waiting for or who am i looking forward to talking to. I opened up my drawer and some paper just slipped out in the bushes of other papers. It was our previous conversation few years back. It was still as white as snow and new as ever. As I was reading through every once in a blue moon i would be thinking back how childish I was back in the past. I could not even imagine myself saying those words now. But I still miss the scent. It comes back once a while. Refreshing my thoughts of you. Although it wasnt the best experience ever, but i had the strongest feeling then. I had no idea why and what attracted me to you but it was you that brought back memories of the past. Bad memories most of the time, frankly speaking we didn't have any good times before. It wasn't even noted as a relationship but rather an undertable love. Wasn't that crazy?? It's strange feeling that the relationship wasn't deep till the extend that I would feel like banging the wall but strange-ly, there's still a string pulling me back to the past, having you still fresh in a part of my brain. Exactly,what is good of you that made me want you even more? it's still a question un-answered. I myself couldnt give an answer that even makes sense. Nothing!. Blank. but why? feelings are left unreached and thoughts are left in a dark room. Words are left unsaid.

. If you were here to read me, I hope you understand what i meant. It will be and always be deep inside. The meaning stays and the feel is there somewhere.

* random thoughts *

2008-12-17T20:26:00.004+08:00

.my christmas wishes to God.

. all i want is another great year to come .

. 2008 is coming to a due and how i wish all myseries and pain will be gone forever .

. 2009 will be a great year to celebrate with friends and family .

. but not the number 19 to be happy about .

. somehow i can't imagine myself being 19 .

. time will run still and friends will slowly start to fly .

. i wonder where will they head to in the coming month .

. will our ties and bonds still be tight and firm? .

. auz uK wherever they may go, i will always miss them .

. all i pray for is good health, peace and joyfulness in my home, in my family as well as in our frienship .

. 2009 will be the year where i will SHINE !!! .

. hahaha !!!! .

. how i love my life .

. good food .

. great friends .

. cozy home .

. pretty family .

. MONEY .

. GOD .

. all i'm missin now is a dog to sleep with me everynite .

. other than that im greatly thankful .

. university? .

. not as fun as you may think it is .

. I LOVE YOU .

. whoever's readin this.. you're blessed with my love too.. wahahaha =) .

2008-12-17T00:17:00.001+08:00

. christmas season is here !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! .

it's time for CElEBRATION !!!!!

2008-12-07T01:32:00.004+08:00

. what am i tinkin now .

.its 1.35am now and I'm still not fast asleep.

. im actually super duperbly tired.

.i have been doing my tutorial work from 9 till 1.

. holiday doesn't feel like holiday it feels like i have more errands to run.

. i need a companion.

.MAYBE A DOG =).

. lolx i wanna go shopping .

. gotta save money but spend first think later save in the future. * ahh * .

. i just realized that the French Toast in Old Town is pretty DELICIOUS... * yum *

. 3 more arduous weeeek to survive thru finals .

. my grades .

. online e-shopping is fun...fun..

. yummy gluttie balls .

. i saw alot of DOGS today .

. im envious and jealous .

. sweet potato, azuki beans and ice cream .

. my top 1 .

.azuki beans, matcha ice cream, gluttie balls.

. sze ye go to MOF ( Ministry Of Food ) !!! .

2008-12-05T01:55:00.002+08:00

. im so lazy !!!... give me 5 more mins la.. sleep first .. finish my calculus paper first then i'll come out with somethin sweet.. lolx.. Zzzzzz.. good night sweethearts.. =o

2008-11-18T15:29:00.004+08:00

. went up to Genting on saturday with my family and a whole bunch of cousins and nieces with family as well. stayed in an apartment in Gohtong Jaya. meanwhile waiting for my beloved cousin to come up, my mum and I went up to Genting with dad and had coffee at Starbucks tryin to kill some time or maybe perhaps tried to finish up my calculus homework.but sadly i forgot to bring it up from the car so well we watched The Gem of Life using my lappie and i was crazy to actually watch it under the indoor rollercoaster. freakin noisy.

. my baby bobby .

. my cousin bro brought his baby up and he was sooooooo darn cute. i so wanna take him home. his bottom is just so cute when he runs. and there's one thing i find myself improving well. I dont particularly looooove or like fish .. especially steamed fish. but its fishy, i had 3 fish in 2 days and I didnt realize that I had the most expensive fish i've ever eaten in my whole life other than shark fins of course. its RM 420!!! per fish. I don't actually find it different from the rest but I had alot surprisingly. You could actually see a whole row of shops that are restaurants along Gohtong Jaya and you will be wondering what to eat and where? its just plain confusing cause all the shops there has a "KIE" behind. I had a flourish meal throughout the day that I could move.. had to exercise with bobby. LolX.

. i seriously yearn for a dog. for Christmas ! Maltese ??!!?? Anyone ?!? .

. im all about DOGS nowadays .

2008-11-07T22:54:00.004+08:00

. i wan a dog !!!! and i want a white one !!!.. .
. this cute little innocent creatures are makin my wallets itchy and my mind crazy over them. lolx .

. my adorable friend with her adorable new "shoes"? .

. i need somethin to hug now. argh.

. any angel or generous people who wanna buy me a doggie for Christmas ??? awhh.. you'll definitely melt my heart with it. * hint hint *.

. a living one pls .

2008-11-07T22:33:00.004+08:00

. i just love the starbucks thr.. .. 3>.

. ah.cheese fondue finally arrived in reality. ze and i have been talking over cheese fondue ever since high school. it does makes us happy. =)

. ze and i 'N' christmas tree .

. the place where our cheese fondue was served =) .

. deep fried scallop, french fries, brocoli and chicken with bubbly hot cheeeese.. *yum* .

. we need more of this. better ones .

2008-10-29T17:04:00.003+08:00

what a day. just got back from mid valley with mum and her friends to have lunch at Japanese restaurant Ninja Jones. very nice setting however the food there is just so-so.. saw justin working at asus at the centre court. looking sleepless and boring. hahaha.. hilarious. there goes another day. i see time flies not with wings but with a rocket intact with it shooting off a million miles an hour.

~ btw i like drivin .. @@ ~

2008-10-28T14:06:00.002+08:00

. demanding for a miniature schnauzer .

2008-10-27T16:41:00.009+08:00

. FullHouse .

. a week ago justin and i went to Kelana Jaya and that's when i found out the niu zhe xiu of malaysia. i thought its only a place in singapore but now they have it here!!!.. it's a really nice air conditioned indoor street market with lots of delicacies of different cuisines. can't wait to try them all =o. starbuck's design was beautiful, i would stay in it if it was a house. simply slender.

. gonna try out their cheese fondue one fine day - grins - .

. justin recommended Fullhouse a lifestyle white themed cafe. here we have a selection of fusion food to choose on and they had a really cute food menu. besides just food they also have a white themed boutique and a range of items that are for sale along the pathway and its just something like the Room. how practical is that. i hadn't eaten from that morning itself and i was starving to scroll through the menu and pick my dish. and so we had.

. aren't their interior pretty? everything there are all for sale .

. chicken and mushroom creamy soup as the appetizer . ~ yums .

. very cute food menu .

. spaghetti cabonara, one of my fav italian dish .

. the sauce was not too overpowering like the others that i had before. it was just nice and the spaghetti was cooked al-dante. too yummy to be imagined and i could have another plate. =)

. pan-seared dory fish .

. was not bad too but fish is just not my thing unless its deep fried like those fish and chips.

. next we went to Holly's Coffee another coffee house originated from Korea and its just like Starbucks but much better than Coffee Beans. the place somehow is rather quiet and crowdless. it was only us in the house and it was only us making lots of noice playing Holly's version of UNO STACKO. yes it was fun while sipping through my Vanilla ~~~ OH i forgot its name. Something cold and its something like Frappucinno. hmmm.. it tasted not bad at all.

. there goes the fall by mighty justin. wahahhaa.. 3:1 .

. the payback was an extra dip into my cup of coffee. . -shivers-.

. holly stacko. =) .

. vanilla based coffee .

. caramel cappucino? .

NIU ZHE XUI is at the following address.

@ Ara Damansara, Pusat Dagangan NZX, No:2 Jln LJU 1A/41B

Ara Jaya PJU1A, 47301 Petaling Jaya.

2008-10-24T22:29:00.002+08:00

. analysis on jOOi .

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.
How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

1. You are a very serious person. You tend to be quiet and well behaved, and you don't have a great deal of self-confidence. You prefer to be alone rather than with friends and that could make you a little less interesting to certain types of guys. You are very attractive in an individual kind of way, and this means it can take people a little while to get to like you.
2. You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
3. You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
4. Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
5. Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

2008-10-21T22:54:00.005+08:00

For everything there is a season,

And a time for every matter under heaven:

A time to be born, and a time to die;

A time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;

A time to kill, and a time to heal;

A time to break down, and a time to build up;

A time to weep, and a time to laugh;

A time to mourn, and a time to dance;

A time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together;

A time to embrace, And a time to refrain from embracing;

A time to seek, and a time to lose;

A time to keep, and a time to throw away;

A time to tear, and a time to sew;

A time to keep silence, and a time to speak;

A time to love, and a time to hate,

A time for war, and a time for peace.

Ecclesiastes 3:1-8

.yet again another life is called up to God. i wonder why is this year filled with grief and sorrow. i feel sorry for their loved ones and for the friends around them. somehow i feel life is just too short for arguments and hatred. love oneself and thank God for every piece of a day you earned. i wonder how many deaths have come across this year and i hope it stops right here. it does hurts each time you receive a phone call not delivering good news but rather bad news. first was the departure of a dear friend from my school, William. such a talented and great guy that God took away on the month of May. Secondly, was the departure of my uncle which was deeply missed by my mum and her family. Thirdly, we just lost our beloved nanny's husband which we dearly missed and loved even since we were babysitted by them. It was a big lost to my brother as he loved him alot. we missed him and we're glad that he accepted Christ before he left us. Fourth, came the news from Joyce telling us of her pain that she lost her mum through a sickness. I pray that God would bless her live ahead and that her mum is happily safe with God now. Fifth, a long ago friend back in my primary days a young 19 year old young man who didnt make through his life when he met a crucial accident in Oct the 2nd.. Now, came another news from a friend that was from my secondary school whois father just passed away this very morning. I am sorry for her and her family when i got a call from. I didnt know what to say but take care and are you alright?.

.God, why must all this happenned in just merely half a year and all of us have gone through the pain of losing a friend.

To all my friends out there, please drive safely like an old man and keep yourself safe cause I don't want to lose anyone of you. I treasure each and everyone that I know and I want to Thank God for my family for my friends and for everyone around me. Everyone should thank God for every single day earned and start being grateful and appreciate people around you. No matter what learn to forgive and love the one you hate..

.i pray that God will bless every single one and protect each and every of us from dangers and harm. pray hard and repent as well.

. life's too short to waste every minute every second of happiness and its too fragile to break any part in your life.

2008-10-20T23:14:00.000+08:00

. finally my 3 weeks of "long" holiday has arrived.but am alittle bored though staying at home switching the laptop on, stealing ppl's connection so that I may online until my dad comes home. life just goes on. well my final was good at the beginning but was depressing till the end.oh Father Father.. You know i've just prayed that as long as i can pass my physics i would DOOOOO anything.. i would study during the hols.like i promise..!! . well i do have plans during the holidays but sadly my dear friends are having their finals until middle nov. I wonder where would i be at that time. in uni?. . what's great now is that the end of the year is coming so it's time to check on flights and tour plans for the coming chinese new year. it's been like a tradition to get out from malaysia during chinese new year and celebrate else where for my family. it has always been great and greatest of all is that i get to see snow this year during chinese new year. what a wonderful experience. ok i sound like i've not seen snow before right.but im serious every single time i go overseas i just don't get to see snow because the time is just not right. we always pick chinese new year period to take off and not during winter time. life's just good thinking about times where you get to spend time off with your family sightseeing and going around. feel the bond. time flies and my memory is failing me or maybe its because i dont key in properly into my brain. sometimes when my parents asked me where we went this year i just popped out the wrong answer and they would be like " i think im wasting alot of money on you." ok fine im sorry but i just felt like it was just yesterday that we went. sweet.. i just love going on holiday.

.oh and i finally went to church last sunday and i was so inspired by the christian instrumental country music compose Enoch Fernando. his pieces were very tantalising and soothing. somehow i feel very loved and belonged each and everytime i step into church. well I just wanna Thank God that i have my family, friends and those beside me to love me dearly.. without them i wonder where i will find love. life's just wonderful with them. =)

2008-10-15T22:55:00.002+08:00

. at this moment..all i wanna do is to fuCK physics man.. stupid pathetic subject that i have to burn through 5 years..!!! argh!!.. wth .. why am i learning physics.. !!!.. God help me.. i feel like burning the paper.. feels like heeeelll now.. and thanks to m.L for not teachin me well enough.

2008-10-09T21:03:00.001+08:00

-My Song and...-

I made a song for you, my friend

I made a song that I will sing for you

Filling my life with many beautiful lights

And a thousand melodies

You are my paradise
I made a song for you, my dream

I made a song that I will sing for you, my friend

Falling in love with every part of your life

Until the end of time I love you more than my life
I wanna know you more

When you call me an angel

When you closely look into my eyes
Even though my love for you may fade away

I wanna give you more than words ever say

Cause I believe in you

And my song will fill the air when we're apart
Even though my love for you may fade away

I wanna let my words be true to the end of time

Cause I believe you'll never forgetand

I won't forget the song in my heart
Every time when I was down

You always came around

And you love all the lights in my life
I am gonna sing forever

I am gonna sing forever
Close your eyes I wanna give you more than words ever said

Cause I believe in you

And my song will fill the air when we're apart
Even though my love for you may fade away

I wanna let my words be true to the end of time

Cause I believe you'll never forget

And I won't forget this song in my heart
I wanna sing for you my friend

I wanna sing for you with all my heart

I wanna sing for you my dream

I wanna sing for you my...

-Someday-

2008-10-08T16:39:00.003+08:00

..final's here..

i can't wait for my holidays to come...im going to disturb my friends and drag them out for lunch.. i have so many places that i want to go explore.. i wonder if it's possible..i feel like working on the other hand because i know i wouldn't stand staying alone at home for the whole 3 weeks doing nothing but sleeping.i miss my dear friends.. maybe i should start planning for our next gathering.right? and camp 5,the one that we wanted to go for a very long time but didn't happen after all. we should go soon.. shall we j,j,b,j??

my final's felt like it was SPM.. day one was fine..i wonder how would my 2nd paper be..the ones that i fear most is my 3th and last paper..i pray pray and pray hard.. that i may do well this time.. anyway. God bless..for my friends whose gonna have their AS finals soon.. i pray for you guyx and God bless your journey this time.. =)..

~back to notes..~

2008-10-04T22:28:00.009+08:00

.2nd October 2008.
5 SCIENCE 2nd Gathering

. the day that i've been waiting for. it was quite spontaneous as when one day becky and i came down to the pool to have our normal so long have not been going on chit-chat session like we always do last time. those were the times. suddenly an idea pop out.why dont we organize a gathering since we've not gathered for as long as i dont remember maybe around 5-6 months.it does sound long.and since it's raya break this whole week where ppl go party have fun while me locking myself at home study like i've not studied before for my finals this coming week. we took out our phones and text every of our friends. we got so excited and i even had a place in mind where we could actually shout and scream all we want across the table like we own the restaurant.lolx i was just kidding, it wasn't apart of my thought.i decided we go Italiannies since "A more Merrier" which means the more the merrier. one by one we text hoping for instant reply. waited and waited and waited. till i frowned at becky " why still got no reply de !!! ". but there was one person who will always reply me instantly ..lim janeh. my little special friend =D that i adore most. and then came a reply from my bloved chor yin saying and stating that " i can go i can go!!". i got so excited hoping and praying that this time, this gathering would work. Thank God my prayers are answered and blessed.

.it was the day and sze ye, becky and i went early to mid valley to walk around and make noise around the restaurant. bugging victor to better...better offer us discount. he's a typical manager but of all the best and friendliest manager. he treats us like friends and he's just such an angel that night. although we all have thoughts that he's the devil in the restaurant and nobody likes him. he picks on jane all the time, because she is just so irritable.how cute. after hanging around in the restaurant we went to maxis centre to settle becca's prepaid number so meanwhile we camwhored around. =)

: becky and i :

. haha she was on the phone and she had to say " hold on hold on arh" and she posed and went back to her conversation.hilarious.

: becky and jane ( so obvious u gals are tip-toeing ) =O :

: jane with syahzana :

: sexy jane and i :

: we caught debbie playin with "fire" =X :

: isnt she adorable?.btw she's still single ^^ :

: date for the night. what a wonderful view we had :

: time to stress on what to feast on :

: time to feast ppl.missin a person still :

: fried calamari as our first appetizer :

: pepperoni pizza...urmm sumptuous :

: strawberry cheesecake.u shud try..:

: cappucino pie...too cold to handle?? :

.it was hilarious that szeye and i had to make a deal to get those dessert as a complimentary dish.hahaha. all thanks to sze ye for putting herself up as the "birthday girl" .

: my 2nd child..chor yin =D :

: how sweet?awhh. horny deb with her future husband to be :

: good for grabs.lolx :

: hor-nee deb is going crazy again :

: naddie and i =) :

: the almost finish happy meal for the day :

: finally the perfect family photo :

. i love you 5 science...dearly..

. oh btw alot of comment was made on Italiannies that they provide bad service and the food's horrible. you know what maybe you've been to the wrong restaurant. you should try out the higher-end one at The Gardens. the hospitality is tip top and great food is served and it's even better with great friends..!! .

. what a great day .

2008-09-29T23:47:00.006+08:00

ever heard of SHISHA? well it's some kind of water pipe for smoking and it comes in FLAVOURS.Originating in India, the another name, hookah operates by water filtration and indirect heat.Flavours include vanilla, coconut, rose, jasmine, honey, strawberry, watermelon, mint, cherry, orange, raspberry, apple, apricot, chocolate, licorice, coffee, grape, peach, cola, bubblegum, pineapple, and others. Sounds interesting huh.

BUT, do you know that how bad is shisha compared to a normal cigarette.Each hookah session typically lasts from 20 - 80 minutes and consists of 50 - 200 puffs which range from 0.15 - 1 litre per puff. While the water absorbs some of the nicotine in the tobacco smoke, the smoker can be exposed to enough nicotine to cause addiction.Other research shows that a 45 minute session of hookah tobacco smoking (tobacco molasses) delivers slightly more tar and carbon monoxide (around 5-10%) than a pack of cigarettes.

.and I told Jane not to try again cos its bad.and now i feel like trying..sze ye wanna go?. Lecka lecka?!? =).

2008-09-27T23:59:00.002+08:00

.just two hours ago i met up with a group of friends that i've not really seen for quite some time.time really flies.i see them flashin thru my eyes and just at that moment i realized we have all grown up.couldn't really imagine jing was fetching me and ze around.well since it was the first time i tasted her drivin skills.it was pretty safe.lolx =X. i thought to myself again,sooner everyone would be flying.we all have our own paths to walk on wings ready to take off.maybe having a time off for friends once a week is not that bad afterall.it feels fun.i wonder what will happen to us in the future.will we still hug each other when we see each other on the street when we grow up or will we just turn our backs and walk pass with a smile like we've not known each other before.soon i believe jing would be going of to uK eventually, jane perhaps would still wonder around thinking where she wants to go or think of somethin she wants to be.maybe a vet? lols.the fact is that everyone will leave u one fine day.its just 10 months we've left high school and lots of things have changed.we meet new friends out there.new cliques.new friendship.new environment.but what's left is still high school friends that will stay.come out and yam cha when called.hang out once awhile.i wanna stay young.

~memories~

. btw its Tan Chor Yin's bday today !!.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY GORGEOUS.. >< .

2008-09-26T14:13:00.003+08:00

The most beautiful rainbow

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.

Live simply. Love generously. Care deeply. Speak kindly. Leave the rest to God.

2008-09-24T20:34:00.008+08:00

: don't understand loor..???:

.finals is in two weeks time and after that 3 weeks of holiday!!!.now 8.34p.m and i'm alone in my lonely little room without my roomie and had been staring on my notes from 11 plus till now with breaks in between and i've not finished yet.and im camwhorin meanwhile.and its bloody hot in here.

: pls continue...:

.countin down 14 more days to mayday.

2008-09-23T21:08:00.000+08:00

.somewhere the sun is shining.

Somewhere the sun is shining,and the clouds are not in sight.Somewhere someone's laughing,and talking about what might.What might have been another year,for us to spend together.What might have been another time,that I could cherish forever.Somewhere two people laugh and joke,and carry on all day.Talk about their past and future,in an extraordinary way.They talk about the last few years,and how they made a bond.They found it funny they both were different,but both especially fond.Fond of each other everyday,so genuine and true.A friend to tell of all your worries,if ever you were blue.To trust with all my secrets,and keeping yours close to heart.Knowing you will comfort me,and sharing all our art.Somewhere the sun is shining,and we will meet again.Become the friends we always were,and talk about what's been.Although you're gone I know you're here,to help me through hard times.Help me make the right decisions,when I don't see the signs.Somewhere the sun is shining,and you will be in my heart.For you were more like a sister to me,and we shall never part.This is the time to let you know,how much I really cared.I love you for you no matter what,and cherish the moments that we shared.

2008-09-22T21:51:00.007+08:00

.saturday 20th september 2008. calvin kiang's back from kampar..!! it's been real long since i've last seen him.i guess its already 8 months??.so what was the plan? going to meet sze ye at her house because she felt bad for her grades so she decided to stay home and study.jianz and calvin came to pick me up from my hse and we went to lovely jane's hse. owhh miss that gal la.so long haven seen pretty & cute mimi and adorable funny ze. we talked and talked for an hour plus.and then we left to ss2 to pick elaine and adeline up.2 more gal whom i've not been updated with for 8 mths as well.its gonna be a good gathering.2.30 is approaching and my stomach was growling non-stop.i did not voice out just waited until we reached 1 utama for our lunch ..arh.i saw BBQ Chicken once we came out from the lift and i recalled jane's blog talking bout her BBQ meal in bangsar. it sounded nice.the interiors pretty.filled and decorated in pinks.lolx. gals just love pink huh.adeline and elaine was like." i want to sit thr thr !! the pink couch!! ".

: calvin plays violin?? :

.but seriously the food was just kinda ordinary.what's so special is just the type of oil they use to fry those little chickens." OLIVE OIL " healthy so to say. jianz " Jerk BBQ " was the funniest. it's tiny and was the most expensive among 4 of us.pityful.i instead took Fish Cutlet instead of chicken which is the main picture in this restaurant.but mine appeared to be the best in my point of view =) :

: fried chicken=tasted just like KFC's, Jerk BBQ = taste like Ayamas A1 Chicken, Fish Cutlet = Fish & CO's even nicer ... =I :

: justin's hiao-in. tryin to promote BBQ chicken with his beauty.lolx =O :

: time to feast .. :

: there's always a story behind.wat a pretty pic..:

: they're "gay"...couple =) :

: soup of the day :

: savourin my hot green tea which then was polluted by jianz :

: Fish Cutlet with a small tiny bunch of coleslaw and french fries.:

: adeline treated her chicken well enough not hurting them with the fork and knife but handles them with care with her bare hands. lolx :

.she clearly needs more fried chicken.she's too skinny.just bones and bones only.

: me, adeline and elaine =) :

: perverts.those gals have nothin else better to do hoor.. :

: non-stop ass taking sessions :

: someone trying to act cute.unfortunately he failed. how old r u arh? so wrinkly adi ?:

: camwhorers :

- END OF THE DAY -

-FOR ME -

:wishin still:

2008-09-21T10:32:00.003+08:00

. i wish for everlastin love .

. i wish for family harmony .

. i wish to be loved and loved .

. i wish to be pampered .

. i wish to have a fairlady .

. i wish to be rich and filthy rich .

. i wish to get to enjoy life my whole life .

. i wish to stay with my friends forever .

. i wish for a really good looking smart and rich another half .

. i wish for God to bless my family and I abundantly .

. i wish to have more wishes to come true .

. i wish to be happy forever .

. i wish to live life to the fullest .

. i wish to get myself into all sorts of things .

. i wish to be taken care of my whole life .

. all i wish for is happiness and $$ , love, and moore time =) .

:depressed again:

2008-09-15T23:47:00.002+08:00

.xiaoting's depressed once again. got her pre-calculus test results and she felt like tearin the sheet into 16 parts.she didnt do well.not just not well but bad.well after thinkin and calculatin all the marks.i realize i can still score if i do well for my finals.i can still survive! but there wouldnt be any room for mistakes for my finals.i am gonna pray hard. arh. the pressure is here.finals is gonna arrive soon.just an hour ago, i had my physics lab test.finally another burden's down.2molo is another weight..speaking test.wat am i gonna say? pray that my tongue won't tie up during the test.fluent it goes. xiaoting xiaoting..pay attention! wake up.! @.@.

: bbq session wit justin :

2008-09-15T23:30:00.005+08:00

.justin came to fetch me from subang the other day and so we went to have lunch and so he suggested for korean food since i said i don't want alot of meat.. no meaat.. and he said. korean has lots of vege..good? ok so i was like ok quite a good idea.just that i've been havin lots of korean food in this month.anyhow new place may offer new menus riight? so we headed to taipan where i had no idea since i was young.not that i've not been there before but its just that no one introduced it to me during our trip there.i remember this place.i've been here b4 !! yeap.. lovely. wat was the restaurant name again? hrmm DaeRae Korean BBQ ?!? but anyway it says that it is a premium korean dining.sounds pretty interesting.guess it was not lunch yet as we arrived there around 11 plus.there was nobody but worker inside the restaurant.kinda odd sittin on a table that actually is meant to fit 6 ppl?. justin made the call.i just stare and nod.i requested for cold mee !!..and i got it.hahaha..

.that thing that looks like a huge version of a shower head.lolx.apparently it functions like a hood.

.the best part with korean food is all this tiny little side dishes.yum yum..

.pork ze?? urmm. tot it was so fat i wouldnt eat but when its paired up with those greeny vege with browned onions and hiong fa.. oOO.. and the sauces.. perfecccct....

.the sizzlin sound.fats drippin.meat shrinkin.juices oozin.. @@.

.my cold buckwheat noodle that justin didnt like cos it was too chewy for him..haha.and i just realize that they put ice into it to make it chilly cold.wat was i tinkin last time when i always would call for a cold soba in a japanese restaurant?.

.thank you justin for that wonderful ride and meal and place. sorry that i ffk u again for a movie lor.we have lots of time to spare right.no worries. =).

: breathin once again :

2008-09-10T16:02:00.002+08:00

:finally i've finished all my tutorial work and i can breathe freely once again.it has been a real hectic week for me.i neglected my friends.didnt have the time to talk to them and i am frustrated most of the time.i'm really sorry if i was rude to anyone of u.final's comin i pray for the best.i miss home and my family i've not been home for 2 weeks already and i miss my friends.i haven been seeing them for a very long time.it feels scary thinkin that we're growing apart.new life new enviroment new friends but i don't want to lose the ones before.i did not even spend time with you guys.start feeling bad.how's exam ppl?.i pray for ur results to be flawless.i pray that jing will get into her dream university.i pray that jane will finally decide what she wants to be.i pray that justin will finally noe how to save up his morning after so much hard work and do more tutorials.lolx.i pray that i end my first sem happily and do well in my finals.i pray for miracles to happen.i pray that everyone bside me are happy and enjoyin life.i pray that they will all remember me cos i don't want to be forgotten.i pray for those whom i hurt or might get hurt.huh?. i pray to have God's presence with me sooth me,comfort me and to heal me inside out.i miss my life..... my once easy-going jolly little life. =/:

: stressin.:

2008-09-04T14:21:00.002+08:00

: physics, pre-calculus, human development, physics lab and english.everything is coming all at once. exams, test,quizzes,assignments, they are all killin me slowly.physics is especially takin my life away. my mid term is this sat and it's at night?!? till 10.30. i can't imagine myself walking out the exam hall with a smiley face.worried and afraid that i might not get to reach my goal.lookin at my condition now i somehow think that i'm am not that good after all. there's more of those who freaks you out whenever you see or hear them study.they can actually stay up late with their lamps on to study.i mean late as in 4am in the morning,some don't even need to sleep.I can only at most stay up till 2am.I wonder how this people can pay attention in class and only sleep for 2 and a half hour.:

: honestly, i feel very stressed up around this people.it makes me feel like im so darn lazy but well I do study everyday infront of the comp.Oh God, how i wish you could help me.I so need the strength to go on.i have to cross my goals.sometimes i feel like hidin at one corner,ignore ppl and just be in my own world.quiet and peaceful.:

: however, i am happy here.away from house isnt that fun at times.sometimes i dont get to go home, i do feel kinda homesick but on the other hand it's fun cos i'll get to hang out and go out late night.if my mum knows bout it, i guess you won't be seein me around hostel.Life's fun when you don't have curfews and restrictions.just meet the line and go wild. :

: i pray that God will bless my 5 years journey and the life ahead and guide me .. i need more loove and i miss my friends..without them life seems so serious. :

: food searchin :

2008-08-31T00:05:00.005+08:00

: brother's back from penang for the holiday.i woke up at 10.30 plus and only got ready for lunch food searchin at 12 plus.we thought of going to klang to try out the seafood buffet but apparently thank God my mum called to ask if there's any good variety for the day.the waiter/waitress said that the promotion has been called off as it is non-profiting.well we had to change plans then.so we thought of the korean restaurant we've been too a few times the past few months. it's SEOUL KOREA RESTAURANT just opposite the another famous fish head noodle at Taman Danau Desa.:

: btw the dishes they serve here in this korean restaurant is really good especially the beef steamboat korean style. the soup base is so much like home cooked soup that has been cookin in the pot for hours. so flavourful and with all the other side dishes it made our lunch looked like it was dinner. Koreans are just so warm welcomin. well i guess this is how they welcome their guest by offering them small sets of appetisers. not to say that they're pretty good.i can just ask for refill and not eat others. :

: bear anyone ?? lolx.. bear/beer??? :

: my lunch beef steamboat with rice.i adore korean and japanese rice.somehow they taste much flavourful and they taste so gooey.. unlike malaysian grown rice.. so skinny.. :

: nothin to complain about they provide good service without even charging for service tax ! :

: 2nd round.. =) wonderful :

: after our meal we went off to 1 utama to have some dessert.sounds crazy right? from taman desa to 1utama just to have dessert.well that's call "ching chu" lolx. sales are everywhere in 1utama.so filled up with all range of people.there was this alley where there's so many restaurants and cafes around.and i spotted this special one. :

: Jarrod & Rawlins ~!~ :

: oh i wanna try this next time.sounds very familiar tho.urmm.. i wonder when. but anyhow we walked walked and walked and finally we ended up in ~delicious~. :

: sounds delicious huh ? :

: i decided to have carrot cake since i don't favour so much on chocolate which they recommended to me sayin that it's the favourite there.its good.thick-filled layer of cream cheese as coating.ok i cant compare this with secret recipe's but this is obviously nicer =D :

: mum had Peach & Banana Crumble. it tasted alright served with vanilla ice cream as a topping.warm and soothin tho. it reminds me of oats too haha.. :

: my dad on the other hand does not favour sweet dessert so he opted out and picked on an unknown coffee. Affagato = Homemade vanilla bean ice cream with espresso coffee with 2 tiny biscotti beside. it wasn't any surprise after all. =P. not too bad and it's expensive. wt?

: bro had this Lemon Meringue Pie which his colleague recommended to him. it has a sour-ry sweet taste with a hinge of crunch that came from the meringue. pretty nicee.. but ain't as nice as my carrot cake.. ohhh..=0 :

: came back with a belly full of junks and had to rush to the toilet but it was definately a fun-filled-food day with my beloved family =):

~burps~

: green earth :

2008-08-29T10:47:00.003+08:00

: save the earth.drink me. try me. i'm organic!. :

: Chlorophyll drink anyone? :

: durian maniac :

2008-08-26T23:21:00.005+08:00

: durian.. oooo.. so yummy .. had durian pancake for lunch with justin in Gardens the other day. We had lunch in Bengal ( if im not wrong ) I had Green Curry Noodles and he ... always going for pineapple fried rice.. lolx.. :

: my pretty okay non-spicy green curry mihun noodle..:

: justin's pineapple fried rice.. was quite tasty tho =D was nicer than the one we had before at Flying Chillies .. :

: my all along craved durian pancake.. little small pillow filled with fleshy durian and cream.. urrhhh.. so niice.. :

: and its freakishly expensive .. 6 for 10$$ .. an average of RM1.67 per pillow..anyhow its good..:

: want some ?? =P :

: this is wat you get when u put green curry noodle into a pineapple's shell .. =/ :

: camwhorers.. =)
: end of shoppin and eatin :

: time for fireworks !! :

: firework at putrajaya :

2008-08-25T15:21:00.005+08:00

: yesterday justin came over to pick me up from my house to cyber. He offered me a ride since both of us wanted to go for the fireworks competitions at putrajaya..team spain at PICC. Lucky us it was raining at around 4 plus till the time Justin came at around 5.45 and we went to Mid Valley to get some stuff. i was lookin at my watch assuming that we will get this trip done and get to cyber to drop my luggage and then only head to putrajaya.well we went overboard we bought my stuff and had dinner at 7 plus and ended up only leavin MV at 8. ok i got worried cos it takes us 45 mins to reach to cyber. i am not good at directions and i better be right directing the way but thank God he has a GPS but sadly its not reliable. not 100% reliable. and it's annoyin =P. Worst still, the weather's bad rainin all the way.. So we steered our way to putrajaya straight away. Finally at around 9 we finally reached PICC. we were excited finally we've arrived safe and sound. There was a huge crowd already sat their foot on the ground with their colourful umbrella above their head and we did not bring any.i was lazy to get back to the car to get it, bsides I just got myself a good spot.I'm not leavin!. lolx. =).:

:finally the rain slowly goes off. and we stood at that spot for a full 45 mins waitin for the firework to start. anxious-nya. gettin ready with our cams and videos.. finally the time comes. boom boom =D sooo pretty...i've caught only videos..tho :

:anyway PICC is very pretty =D .. especially at night =:

: look at that clown he was wavin at me.. lolx.. btw i hate clowns =D but i was nice to him.. I waved back tehehe...:

: the view of the bridge from above.. its superbly a beauty.. but the other bridge is even much more gorgeous.. :

: look at the crowd..its crazy packed. everyone was squeezin tryin to get into a good spot.. :

: end of shoow..:

: almost till the end the rain poured down and thank God justin and I was under ppl's umbrella but we were all wet tryin to get the best shots. the rain was gettin heavier and heavier but it was well worth it. I drank a few drops of rainwater tho. urmm tasty.lolx. :

: I'm a happy kid with a bunch of great friends to bring me around and to savour great food with them and great times together..!! Im a blessed kid .. wahahaha =) :

: it was a great night and I got back to hostel safe and sound altho i had a "wonderful experience" durin the journey lolx. =D hahaa..thanks to my beloved brotherly justin for takin me thr.. and bringin me safely thanks alooot.. =) :

: experience putrajaya's night view ..its like heaven.. beautiful and scenic.. :

: a pretty town.. :

: rainy and lazy day :

2008-08-23T22:01:00.005+08:00

: today, just now I just went out to saturday night pasar malam with my dearest jane.. =D. becky didn't come and I'm so gonna bug her 2nite for not coming.anyhow i missed queen jane so much and glad that she msged me this morning to ask me to go pasar malam 2nite.it is a rainy day 2day and wet, i had to sit on wet chairs on white pants. hrmpft. :

: my dinner was 2 piece of popiah and after that janey and I went to take shelther at 7-eleven and the salesperson inside was staring at us the whole time.maybe wonderin wat were we doing around the store talkin and laughin loudly. and guess what i spotted... LUBRICANT.. not normal lubricant but its for females. i thought was for males tho..its funny and it is a product from Johnsons & Johnsons.. hrmmm sooft... lolx. :

: goes well with condom... * winkx * :

: after that we went to have mini dessert ... queen jane had her soursop sago lolo and me had my all-time favourite tang yuan tauhuhua soya milk.. =D yummy and now im bloated. its feels like 2 mths old.. :

: pretty sago lolo =O :

: queen jane =D :

: ball-ie tang yuan.. yumx :

: crazy jooi @@ :

: i missed ya janey.. =) :

: I miss my darlings !!! :

2008-08-22T23:27:00.006+08:00

: pretty artwork.. =D naddie and i :

: DEAR FRIENDS. I MISS YOU GUYS SO DEARLY..HOW I WISHED HIGH SCHOOL DIDNT HAVE TO END.. THAT I WOULD HAVE MORE TIME TO GO THRU CRAZY TIMES WITH YOU FREAKOS..THINKIN BACK BOUT THOSE DAYS WHERE JANE AND I WOULD RACE DOWN THE STAIRCASE LIKE HUNGRY KIDS TOWARDS THE CANTEEN... AND WE WERE 17... OH GOSH.. LOLX.. WE WOULD ALWAYS SIT ON THAT SPECIAL SPOT.. OPEN UP OUR LUNCH BOXES AND START EATING.. BEFORE ANYONE COMES AHHAHAA... :

: TIMES WHERE WE SLEEP IN CLASS AND I SNORTED ONCE DURING PHYSICS EXAM.. STUPID MR LIM!!.. LOLX.. TIMES WHERE WE WILL ALWAYS SCOLD BECCA AND DEBBIE FOR SLEEPING TOO MUCH AND BEING SUCH BLUR CASES.. NADIA WITH HER OWN WORLD DRAWING AND FANTASIZIN ON GUYS BODY.. DRAWIN THOSE ABS AND WHOLE LOTS OF IMAGINES.. HAHAHA... CUUTE.. AND I WOULD BE WALKIN AROUND DISTURBING JOHN AND SZE YE.. TALKIN LIKE A PARROT AND ACTING CUTE... :

: MY PROFESSION.. ACTING CUTE.. HAHAHA... =D :

: THE FIRST SLAP I GAVE WAS TO JOHN.. WHY ARH? HRMM I FORGOT BUT WELL IT WAS FUNNY.. NO WE WON'T GET MARRIED IN THE FUTURE FOR ARGUING AND BITCH0-FIGHTIN ALL THE TIME.. I MISS THOSE TIME WHEN WE WOULD TAKE NAD'S CAMERA AND CAM WHORE AROUND.. TAKING CANDID PICTURES AND PRINTING THOSE PICS OUT TO STICK ON THE WALL.. OUR CLASS WAS THE MOST ARTISTIC ONE.. AND WE ARE SCIENCE CLASS LEH.!!! :

: THE FUNNIEST TIME WAS DURING THE CLASS CLEANLIEST COMPETITION WHERE MR SIAW OFFERED TO TREAT US LOLLIPOPS IF WE WERE TO WIN THE FIRST PLACE.. AND WE DID !!.. JANEY WAS SO EXCITED TO GET THOSE LOLLIPOPS.. HAHAHA LIKE SMALL KIDS GETTIN SWEETS FROM ADULTS.. LOLX.. I MISS MY CLAASS.. MY TINY SCHOOL WITH A TINY CANTEEN AND A TINY NETBALL COURT.. SMELLY WC AND NARROW STAIRWAY.. AND A PATHETIC MIRROR IN FRONT OF THE STAIRWAY.. CHECK UR ATTIRE EVERY MORNING BEFORE YOU ENTER THE CLASS :

: MR CHAN WITH HIS SHAKY HANDS HOLDING HIS LITTLE PDA RECITING BIBLE VERSES AND QUOTES..AND HIS REPETITIVE SPEECH HAHAHA... HE'S SO CUTE AHHAHA.. I KINDA MISS MR ISSAC FOR HIS LOOKS AND HIS LAME JOKES TOO.. THOSE TIMES WHERE WE USE TO GOSSIP BOUT OTHER TEACHERS.. ESPECIALLY MRS P ARUL.. AND ALL HIS GESTURES AND SIGN LANGUAGES.. GOSH I MISS THOSE MOMENTS... CLOSE THE DOOR AND PROMISE NOT TO TELL ANYONE ELSE.. :

: PEEPS CAN WE HAVE OUR GATHERING SOME DAY SOON?? GO WILD AND CAMWHORE ALL THE WAY.. I MISS YOU PPL SO MUCH.. GREAT MEMOIRS WITH GREAT BUNCH OF FRENS.. 5 YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP.. PRECIOUS AND VALUEBLE.. IN THE EYES OF GOD WE GREW UP TOGETHER.. STUDY TOGETHER ... EAT TOGETHER.. AND SOME EVEN SLEEPS TOGETHER.. GOSSIP TOGETHER.. PUNCH EACH OTHER HAHAHA.. AND IGNORING EACH OTHER ... PASSING AROUND DIRTY JOKES BY DEAR JOON WAH... JANE STILL REMEMBERS THE WORMY POEM .. HAHAHA =d :

; IF I WOULD BE GIVEN A CHANCE TO GO BACK TO SKOOL.. I'LL GO AND DRAG U GUYS ALONG.. HAHAHA... LOVE YOU PPL.. =O :

: NADIA AND I... PHOOSSH.. :

: loveliest ppl.. <3>

: look at ze.. so garang... made me sneeze .. lolx.. nat ( behind ) got scared hahaha :

: FORM 5 SCIENCE 07 :

: Tony Roma's :

2008-08-22T22:16:00.017+08:00

: went out with Justin today right after I came back from campus. It was around 12 plus when I called up my dad to pick me up from Subang and by the time I reached home it was 12.30. I was dead tired holding 5 bags.. One backpack, one laptop bag, one bag of laundry, one shoe bag, another bag for books, and a plastic bag of big apple donut for my family.. see how much I love them and have them in mind when I'm outside.. lolx =D :

: The plan was supposedly to be going for rock-climbing at Camp 5 in One Utama but I was too tired to even pack the stuff so I asked Justin if we could just walk around and drag the rock-climbing session another week..Hehe... somehow he told me he knew that I was gonna say somethin like tht..well sorry lor... I was drop dead tired as I had my sleep at 3 plus last nite and woke up at 9 plus.. Horrible.. however.. I asked if we could go shopping instead cause I had to get some stuff.. like pants and I need an outcoat.. or rather maybe a sweater.. and Justin is the perfect sisterly brother to go shopping with.. Right Jing/Jane? Haha... He is entertainin and fun!!.. Free entertainment and comments durin the tryouts.. Haha FUN !..:

: Justin was so mean... while I was trying out the pants.. He kept complaining that I'm slow at changing and that I'm not fit to be a model.. DUH ! Look at me you think I can be even if I could change like lightning quick? Funny la u... complain complain complain..RIDICULOUS lor you.. btw.. He made me bought the expensive one rather than the other one which is 50% off the rack leh.. But now it seems that I have no regrets.. I love that pants.. =D Thanks sis Justin.. hehe...

: Okay I admit I was trying on clothings pretty long.. and we were hungry.. not we I mean only Justin... and our second intention was to go pay Ronnie a visit.. at Tony Roma's .. Oklor.. makan lorr.. wanted to try the Onion Loaf for a really long time ady.. Finally... we headed to the Tony Roma's at Cineleisure... * knock knock * Is Ronnie around???? Hostess replied ( transex ) lolx.. " Yeap he's in there.. Then Justin said " OK table for two then =) ..OK we get to eat now... hahaa.. we sat down and looked through the menu. Ronnie came over and talked to us for alittle while.. Intro us to what he thinks is delicious... better than Italiannies... x 10?? Onion Loaf was said to be too oily.. so we cut that out from our list.. and so we had ..... :

: oh wait.. time to dress up myself.. the western way... prepare to dine !!! = X :

(1) Appetizer : Kick Shrimp.. ( Cocktail Style)

: this dish reminds me of the one that I had at TGI Friday's but this is way nicer.. really really good... * thumbs up *... small thing that cost us $$19.90... but it was great good food.. =D if and only janey queen and jing princess were here... :

: there goes that little succulent prawny into my stomach... ~~~~ :

: cheers :

: (2) Complimentary Dish : Mexican Chips with Beefy Sauce..

: and according to MR,RONNIE JOO... the chips are made from fresh tortillas and are fried on the spot.. served with homemade beefy sauce.. It's definately yummier than those in Chilli's .. way yummier especially the dip.. XX :

: my tasty bite =) :

: jianz's yummy dip.. :

: (3) Entree : Boundiful Ribs..

: so tender.. not too soft not too tough just perfect !!!.. Heavenly God thanks for bringing me this day.. It's too good to describe how tasty it is.. sweet and yummy.. Jane we were thinkin of you while eatin this darling here.. hahaha it was hilarious.. Justin says u're a carnivore.. and you would be so happy if you were here.. hahaha =D..:

: served with baked potato with sour cream...and coleslaw bside.. :

: here me come.. hahaha :

: he couldn't get enough of it.. especially the skins on the bone.. oOOO.. :

: cant get the satisfaction??? Use your hands la.. the chinese style.. =D .. Yumx.. awesomely delicious.. it just tears apart...:

: MYoga--> after meal plans.. too much carbo ady.. complained bout the appearance of his buldgin t-u-m-m-y .. lolx. :

: too bloated to even stand on the elevator.. slacker.. =P :

: Ronnie Joo.. according to Justin.. fei liao.. haha... great meal and thanks.. =) :

: Great Food with Great Friend.. if only you gals were here.. It would be alot funner and we have a really good entertainer here to entertain you while dining = Justin Low Jian Shin =D.. Oh well.. we're gonna come here again for Jing's bday.. shhs.. don't tell her.. =D it's gonna be great for the princess.. :

: Goin Camp 5 next week !! hopefully I don't ffk Jianz again.. or not I would be killed.. =O :

: huh!? :

2008-08-22T21:34:00.001+08:00

: pinko psp.. :

: what !.. my bro just got himself a psp... and it's pink =.="... =( ..I don't have one.. =( :

: I wan hot sexy red !! :

: monday sickens :

2008-08-18T22:20:00.003+08:00

: monday sickens. So fast then its already week 9.. 5 more weeks to go before this first sem ends. Final's comin test results comin...Argh...stressful arh.. Had my sleep last night only at 2.30am which means I had oni 4.1/2 hours of sleep before my 1st class at 8am. Tired just had to drag myself out from the bed to take that chilly cold bath.. :

: our first class was english.. we waited waited and waited until 8.15am and I don't see my teacher's shadow.. wanted to leave but aiyar.. right at 8.16am Nina came panting.. haix.. Not enough sleep ... argh.. was fishin halfway =D :

: after that was our computer application class and I caught Mei Yan my roommie.. fishin haha.. was so funny.. and we sat right in front of the LCD screen with the teacher lecturin and explainin in front.. It was hilarious to look at her.. hahaha =X :

: zZZZzz... cotcha hehehe... :

: faster chao laa.. nature's callin adi !! :

: pian tai por.. ahhaha =) :

: two sor por :

: next class continuously --> human developement.. was getting very bored and tired adi.. Talkin bout adolescence... I am still wonderin what does pyschology has to do with engineering???? Very complicated lor human development.. even a tiny movement has a name... Thank God my dad pulled me out from the psychology course.. =).. too bored adi.. we just looked at the LCD screen and begin with our IPOD session... and camwhorin session too..tehehe.. =D :

: i love Taylor Swift !! :

: btw i had a very sumptuous dinner 2nite.. =)

: blessed day.. :

2008-08-17T16:38:00.004+08:00

: yesterday was my roommie's bday and yesterday we had our english test. For the first time, I felt so nervous enterin the MPH as there was alot of ppl surroundin the hall..At that moment it felt like SPM. Heart pounding.. Water drippin down my forehead.. was prayin hard for guidance and wisdom.Even as I squeezed myself through the door into the hall to get a place to sit on..I was mumbling and prayin all the way.. on the other hand I was scannin around to look for that person.. unfortunately I didnt get to see where was that person sittin at.. I was confused and wasnt excited at all. :

: Finally I found my friends sittin at the right hand corner front row. I sat down quietly and shit.. I forgot my ID but nvm laa.. the test started adi.. I continued scannin around.. Maybe my visions not good at all.. I didnt see his shadow anywhere. Fine.. I'll concentrate.. haha.. :

: I completed the test just 5 mins before the exact time... phew I was still doin last min corrections. I prayed last time and held on to my paper and blessed it.. That's what I always do for my SPM papers.. paranoid? ahha.. who cares...:

: The test ended at 11.05 and I only came out from the hall at 11;15.. then we went back to hostel and prepared ourselves to head to 1U later.. we were gonna go shoppin and spend time together so as to get my roommie a present ... :

: We had company.. well at least I felt safer with this friend's presence.. and so we board the bus and headed to 1U.. stupid rapidkl bus drivers had to drive wrecklessly to get me bus sick huh... I had headache all the way.. but it wasnt that bad as he was bside entertainin me with what he had to say throughout the journey.. hahaa :

: paranoid us.. haha =O :

: We reached 1U at 2 plus and headed for Fish & Co.. I had this New York Fish & Chips.. with Pink Passion drink.. pretty alright. but very oily.. the meal was rather soothin as there were alot of jokes thrown around.. It was extra special.. =) :

: New York Fish & Chips... with cheeesseee on top... =P :

: Pink Passion... btw I hate fake cherries ! lolx.. they tasted bad :

: after meal expressions.. lolx.. :

: after that we rushed for the Wall.E moviie.. we had to squeeze into the first row.. cause there's no other places left adi.. Poor us ok.. it was really difficult to look at the screen in the first row.. However, the show was really funny.. lolx.. :

: the show ended around 6 plus so we walked around the mall and arhh.. 7 plus adi... we had to catch the bus to get bak to UNI adi.. reached UNI at around 8 plus.. it was a really quick ride.. very fast.. lolx.. :

: It was indeed a really good day for me.. I had fun.. I have great companionship and I was blessed on that day.. :

: Mei Yan ( the burfday gal ) has brand new undies now.. lolx :

: miss tokin to JH.. now.. : =P

: booriin..:

2008-08-15T16:46:00.002+08:00

: it's bored stayin in hostel.. without anythin to do.. even if there's is a laptop and internet ..its still booring. and hot.. what's wrong with the weather nowadays I wonder. It's hot and I'm in a dead town.. No where to go.. no where to hang out.. no where to cool down.. I miss homee.. =/ :

: and no food.. =( :

: happennin stuff :

2008-08-14T14:10:00.003+08:00

: lots of activities happenin in my university nowadays... rock climbin.. which is uhhh.. kinda tiny..and .. don't look too fun ehhehe.. and there's pizza hut, ayamas, tasty bites counters around the campus.. so in case anyone is cravin for tasty fast foods..they can always get it in campus..btw.. the food in our canteen.. is not invitin at all.. that's why all I have on average 3 times a day meal is only biscuits and cereal drink.. everyday... sometimes maybe bread and... only once in a blue moon I decide to eat what they offer in the canteen... Anyone wanna ta pao chinese food for me from outside and deliver for free to me ???? I'm at CyberJaya =D thank you hehehe... :

: ooo rock climbin... !.. Justin I wanna go CaMP 5... ok? =) :

: ayamas ... chicken here and everywhere.. haihx.. :

: I miss eatin rice at times.. not that I'm a fan of rice.. I dont actually like eatin rice..but imagine if you don't have anythin solid for the whole week.. you would actually crave to eat rice.. uhrmmmm... Jane so you can nooot... complain that the food in subang is not nice la no variety la and all those adi.. or not I switch places with you... ahaha.. at least u have chinese food there... =I :

: I'm cravin for mamak food now.. yum yum... naans.. =) and pooopiaah..!! :

: i miss high school and netball =( :

2008-08-11T11:27:00.009+08:00

: I thought of bloggin about my netball moments and wit my war mates... =D yesterday.. As I watched the Olympics.. memories of my netball moments flashed through my mind and tears ran down my cheek.. well I really missed those trainin sessions and tough times...Those bondship wit my fellow teammates..and all of our cheers.. I miss them all.. especially during periods when we will start trainin so hard for the comin competitions... We always look forward for those times... No matter how hard and how much time we had to sacrifice to attend trainin sessions and fitness sessions... it was all fun..and memorable till now.. Those scars from where I got from competitions and trainins are still carved on my knees.. :

: I miss those times when I was so dark until my mum starts complainin that I should quit the game as exams are more important.. I am dark and burned and my mum was afraid that I'm not gonna be fair again..or rather difficult to get fair again.. I love sports and I told her that I will not quit netball and I was gonna enjoy it until the end.. :

These are my netball moments...( 2005-2007 )

2005 MSSKL.. we got 3rd for the Bangsar zone.. cheers..

2006 MSSKL we got champion...

2007 MSSKL we dominated zone bangsar again =)

2002-2006 Cempaka Schools Netball Champion...

: I was known as the -fluke- shooter.. bcos im good at flukin.. lolx if and somehow u get it =) : : in it goes.. my best partner to go along.. JOJI =) :

: those rough and harsh words comin from our coach.. to toughen us up.. I miss them all :

: remember to love the ball :

: nad joji and i :

: btw im never serious on the court.. bcos.. I laugh most of the time.. except when times that.. we're almost losin.. :

: prayed hard and crossed our fingers.. :

: proofs that I play sports OK.!!.. lolx.. :

: and this is how I looked like when Im dark.. and I miss high school la JANE.. I wanna go bak.. =/ :

: sleepin bird or plain dead bird or fake ??? :

2008-08-11T10:51:00.006+08:00

: weeks ago.. my roommate and one of my coursemate wit her roommate and with a senior went to yam cha at 12 plus.. and somehow we landed in Asia Cafe at Subang SS15... it was almost 1 when we reached and all of us were like hungry ghost.. especially our senior... well it was late dinner for him.. we understand.. =D... :

: Asia Cafe looks big.. but somehow I don't find anythin nice about the food thr.. so I ended up eatin takoyaki that was cold.. COLD... It wasn't nice at all. First because it was COLD and second inside was very powdery floury and soft texture.. Seems like uncooked. Anyhow it ended up inside my stomach ...like who cares..its $$6...! OK...:

: as we were about to leave.. i spotted someone.. someone who smells familiar and looked familiar... it was...REBECCA... she's very notty.. sneaked out the house again and it was almost 3 plus.. And she's out wit a guy.. First thing she said to me.. was " He's not my BF " then I stared at her.. " ohh issiit..?? " .The guy was funny he answered " nono.. i'm not her bf .. and I'll take her home safely... no worries.. " He thought I was her mum or somethin.. hahaha =X :

: then we saw this kinda big cage.. and there was alot of birds.. so we went to take a look.. every of those birds were on their own branch and they all were stiiff..and really stiff. like those dead birds.. and their eyes were OPEN.. so I was wonderin are they real or fake birds... and my senior laughed at us.. and he said that those birds are actually sleepin.. really meh ??? birds sleep with their eyes opened??? weeiird.. and.. scary....

: we looked like sor poh..tryin to figure out if those are real or fake birds.. lolx =? :

: 3.05 am... :

: 080808 :

2008-08-08T23:31:00.003+08:00

BEIJING OLYMPICS 2008 is heeeeereee....

: what a special day for chinese people and for China as this would be their first time hosting the big event, OLYMPICS 2008... I sat silently with my parents aside awaitin for that channel to broadcast the opening ceremony.. and when it came...it was awesome... =) those techs they use were very impressive, can see that much effort was put out..and yes..:

: I am PROUD to say that " WO SHI ZHONG GUO REN " I'm a CHINESE =O lolx.. :

: tehehehe :

: heaven sent :

2008-08-08T22:01:00.003+08:00

Love ruled the day when the angels came to meet. Sweeping them up and off of their feet. Neither of them knowing what the future would bring Two hearts together and one diamond ring.

Today it’s a promise, so sweet and so pure. Together forever, for love shall endure. A blessing from above, this story is told. A love to last a lifetime and a hand to hold. It was no accident that this came to be. Now you must realize that it really takes three. So, go hand and hand to a future unknown.

Knowing that with the Lord, you will never be alone. With the angels still near and dear to the heart. This couple shall prosper and never grow apart. For it’s not always the eye that is the first to see. What really matters in life and what is meant to be.

So remember that to love is time well spent.

And what brought you two together was heaven sent

: chillin at chili's :

2008-08-07T19:11:00.004+08:00

: jin jun's auspicious bday is soon.. 2molo... the day when the OLYMPICS 2008 will begin.. so I decided to steal her out to hang kai kai wit me... ehhe.. since her mom is soo restrictive.. I shall drag her out to have fun =D :

: how nice of her to come all the way from her school to mv to meet up with me.. and it was rainin somemore.. sweet... :

: then i got her a zip-it bag wit her name embroidered on it.. it was nice.. and it fits well.. hopefully she loves it.. she's my beloved cousin.. someone whom I share alot of my secrets and troubles with.. When I see her we would find a quiet spot to talk about problems and practically anythin.. :

: although she is very crappy but I still like her companionship... btw she's turnin 17 2molo and hopefully she will do well for her SPM this year.. it was great seeing her 2day.. :

: we finally had our, i mean my brunch and her lunch at Chilli's.. because all of the sudden I wanted to eat the chips so much.. ehhe so I dragged her

there =X :

: tostada chips yum yumm with cold salsa =O.. :

: both of us had the Lamb Shoulder which was kinda too cooked.. hence its very chewy.. I didnt manage to finish it but the mash potato was good - slurps - :

: both of us waitin at the taxi stand..-rainin- :

: HAPPY BURFDAY JJ =P :

: multitaskin =D :

2008-08-06T20:22:00.003+08:00

:I've been lazin around at home for this 1 week holiday that I'm havin.. and of course I have PLANS =D before I started my holiday.. It was suppose to be..

1) Finish up computer assignment ( Done )

2) Complete Physics Assignment ( Done )

3) Finish up Physics Lab Report ( Hanging Still )

4) Study Human Development (still in the process and its already the 5th day ) = /

5) Study Physics ( not done )

6) ReaD up my grammar hahaha... ( not done )

: I study, online and watch tv at the same time... someone pls tell me to stop this bad habit.. cos its draggin my time... :

: and i was sick yesterday =( :

: and i wanna go shoppin 2molo =D tehehehe... :

: fun snappin xD :

2008-08-04T23:38:00.003+08:00

: haha it's fun havin webcam.. fun camwhorin wit it.. and most all durin webcamin sessions.. we can SNAP SNAP SNAP.. :

: do crazy stuff together.. :

: like this fella here = calvin .. webcam with ppl don't put on any clothings one wor.. eeyeer.. :

: janeh.. wit calvin.. he looks so funny laa lolx =D :

: he is the real entertainer laa..Justin LOW Jian ShIn..Chan.. hahaa :

: she suggested this whole thing.. my dear friend jane.. haha =X :

: i adore webcam >.< :

: waa-a-rchery :

2008-08-04T16:24:00.005+08:00

: started my archery lesson on one fine morning.. at 6 am.. =.=".. and had to go for a class at 9am.. slept at 1 am... had to wake up at 5.45 to prepare.. therefore 5.45-1 = 4.45 hours of sleep only.. zZzzz... :

: and im smart enough to listen to my friend not to wear long pants... ended me up with red dots all over my body.. why ???? cause it's early in the morning and those pathethic mosquitoes start coming out looking for blood.. I should have just applied colgate all over my body.. kekeke =X :

: however, archery was fun Fun FUN.... haha.. especially when u hit ur target.. satisfaction.. urmmmm.. =D :

: btw the bow isnt light at all =) :

: my first bullseye =D .. tehehhehe :

: consistent without strength.. = no point.. :

: the sound however is .. woow.. when its from a distance.. try it out * winks * :

: sean.. = my trainer.. = my classmate lolx.. never gonna listen to him again.. haha :

: thanks for gettin me into this.. i enjoy archery.. now.. =D :

: i turn to you :

2008-08-04T14:29:00.002+08:00

When I'm lost in the rain, In your eyes I know I'll find the light to light my way. And when I'm scared and losing ground; When my world is going crazy, you can turn it all around. And when I'm down you're there; pushing me to the top. You're always there; giving me all you've got.

For a shield from the storm; For a friend; for a love To keep me safe and warm, I turn to you. For the strength to be strong; For the will to carry on; For everything you do; For everything that's true, I turn to you. When I lose my will to win, I just reach for you and I can reach the sky again. I can do anything, 'Cause your love is so amazing; 'cause your love inspires me. And when I need a friend, you're always on my side; Giving me faith that gets me through the night.

For a shield from the storm; For a friend; for a love To keep me safe and warm, I turn to you. For the strength to be strong; For the will to carry on; For everything you do; For everything that's true, I turn to you. For the arms to be my shelter through all the rain; For truth that will never change; For someone to lean on; for a heart I can rely on through anything; For that one who I can run to.... I turn to you.

For a shield from the storm; For a friend; for a love To keep me safe and warm, I turn to you. For the strength to be strong; For the will to carry on; For everything you do; For everything that's true, I turn to you. For a shield from the storm; For a friend; for a love To keep me safe and warm, I turn to you. For the strength to be strong; For the will to carry on; For everything you do; For everything that's true... For everything you do; For everything that's true,

I turn to you...

: late night outs :

2008-08-04T00:23:00.003+08:00

: it was on a friday MORNING.. at 2 am we= my roommate, coursemate decided to go out yam cha at SK= seri kembangan. haha we hitch Winter's car and headed right to SK.. :

: Since it was almost gonna be morning.. our stomach started to make noises.. so we had porridge.. porridge with century aged egg.. is that wat it's called ?? :

: well enough .. we came back at around 5am... haha.. its crazy.. but we didnt want to sleep and we wanted to go for a jog at 6am.. it was fixed.. until one of my fren.. started doozin off on my bed.. and then we decided to .. " ok la.. don't want to go joggin ady la.. look at that gal .. haihx tidur la :

: here are some pics we took at 5.30 AM.. =D :

: me, wan lin and nu ren = my roomie :

: btw this gal.. was the one whu slept on my bed.. = no joggin :

: it was a starry-starry nite.. :

: my perverted roomie = nu ren..= mei yan .. and i was caught peepin into the toilet.. that's why i say its not safe stayin on the ground floor =) take my advise =O :

: family outin :

2008-08-03T23:36:00.011+08:00

: had a family outin pretty long ago maybe a few weeks back to KLCC :

: decided to try out < The Apartment > which is has much cozier environment than Italiannies in The Gardens.. shHH.. haha :

: and we chose to sit in the living room based concept.. cozy..-nyaa :

: first comes the Coffee Machiato and the Cappuccino.. bubblish and yumx.. =X :

: then comes the Smoked Salmon with i-dunno-wat-Cheese- served with capers, onions and rockets.. and eaten together with a toasted bread... -perfectoo... -"

: next dishes that came by is the Green Curry Lamb, mum and dad loved it.. but it was too salty... but overall its NoT bAd at AlL.. italian styled green curry.. * special * and ya...! .. it taste good with bread... the Ciabatta bread.. QQ feeling .. bread my fav - winkx - :

: if you could forgive me.. I forgot the name.. lolx.. well roughly I can recall.. this little pasta on the plate.. is the Sauted Mushroom and Chicken Pasta topped up with fresh baby tomatoes and the sauteed mushroom really tasted goood.. :

: me savourin my smoked salmon wit lots of cheese and capers and rockets.. oOooozzz.. :

: mum copy-cat.. hahahaha = X :

: lolx actually it was me "copy-cating" her.. ehhehe :

: DESSERTS !! :

: the all favourite raspberry cheese with mascarpone cheese cake.. sweet and creamy.. cheese filled baby.. oOO.. hrmmm anyhow.. it tasted really YUMMY..!! but i miss those in Italiannies.. the CHEESECAKE.. uhmmm.... @@ :

: our next selection is the chocolate with pine nuts and rum cake.. very nutty and delicious.. u would crave for moore.. =D :

: end of lunch :

: conclusion -> greeat.. and satisfyin.. ahha went for a detoxifyin juice at Juice Work after that =D lolx :

: btw i miss Italiannies's Raisin Bread Pudding.. dont you Jane ??!!?? :

all thanks to...

2008-08-03T23:08:00.009+08:00

: jan--e--hhh = )... the angel who has been pushing and forcing me into creating a blog or at least update the previous that we have created.. jooizena.blogspot btw. She has not stop bugging me each time she talks to me no matter on the phone or thru the net. Once she created her own blog, I went to sneak peak at it.. the moment i read her post I felt what she wanted to express.. And for people like me who doesn't know... KNOOOW how to express her problems and update her friends... She finally thinks that maybe bloggin can help solve her problem.. = X :

: to jane to jing to jianx the J's and me jOOi =D.. I just wanna say and express my THANKS to you guys for being there for me when I need advice and a pair of ears to listen to my grumbles.. Of cos to all my other friends.. like becca, cy and nad.. and xxxx... I love you guys so much.. and I missed the times we had together.. crazy and fun.. it hurts to think that high school is over.. :

: i will update myself update this blog and hopefully it updates you guys =D :

: this blog is specially for u all ; ) :

< God Bless >